Hardcore

Nov 20, 2009 by

Long time no blog! Eek!

You should actually take that as a good sign though. It means that all of my writing energy has been poured into my NaNoWriMo book! Last weekend, I finally got the breakthrough I was looking for and I have seriously increased my word count. That being said, I am still massively behind, at only 19,000 words. But I’m not afraid anymore. I feel rather confident that I can get it done, and I’m quickly falling in love with my story.

Falling in love with my story makes me happy, but it makes me worry about the other novel I’ve been working on for a year. I have already invested 300 pages into it and I am still determined to finish it. I’m pretty good and splitting my attention, but I must be honest and say that I am currently obsessed with what I’m working on now and the influences that I’ve been accessing to motivate me. I have a whole new music collection that I’ve been listening to as I write that is completely different from my other book (Click here to see it). I’m not going to lie. A lot of these songs come from Grey’s Anatomy and I think that’s a great thing. There’s a reason why the show uses these songs, because it evokes emotions and allows scenes to play out very well.

So anyway, if you’re wondering what I will be doing the rest of the month, you can bet it’s writing. I’m attacking this NaNoWriMo challenge hardcore!

Speaking of hardcore…I have some other things to report.

As you may recall from 2008, I am a Twilight fan. I shouldn’t be so ashamed about this. I have a strong philosophy of “to each their own.” My hugest pet peeve is when people who have their own nerdy, fringe, or even super popular interest are critical of one of the things I like. This comes out like crazy in the workplace. I happen to work with a lot of lovable nerds that love Sci-Fi, etc., that have literally gone to conventions, and some that love playing WoW and spend a good chunk of their free time doing that. So you would think that I wouldn’t get grief when I mention Days of Our Lives right? I totally do. It’s the most fucking obnoxious thing in the world when people do that and the most hypocritical. Star Trek is not my thing. I barely tolerated the movie and thought it was only okay. I’ll never own it or go to a midnight show for the sequel (actually, I might, because I like going to midnight shows of things). But I have a friend who loves it and I would never try to bring him down. Thankfully, he doesn’t try to bring me down either and totally grasps the “to each their own” philosophy.

So if you’re about to roll your eyes at the next part of this post, because I talk about Twilight. Spare me. It takes so much more effort to hate something than to just accept that some people like it. And if you think that hating on something that is popular, especially amongst women (which I would argue is part of the problem), makes you somehow superior or cool, it doesn’t. It makes you seem insecure.

Life is hard, and so it should be celebrated when anyone can have a ton of fun loving something in the fictional/escapism realm. To-each-their-fucking-own.

Last night I went to the Twilight double feature with my sister and my friend Michelle. It was a blast! We saw Twilight at 9 and then New Moon at midnight. It was a great time and I’m going again tonight with a larger group of friends. Is New Moon the greatest movie ever? Hell no. Do I care? Not one bit. Because I have fun watching it and living in that world for two hours.

So I guess you could call me hardcore for Twlight.

But do you know what you should actually call me hardcore for….

Grey’s Anatomy.

Because even though I got home at 2:45 in the morning and I had to be at work by 9 this morning, I stayed up and watched the new episode of Grey’s Anatomy at 3 in the morning. HARDCORE.

Truthfully, I am not actually hardcore for any of these things. I personally know people that actually attend Days of Our Lives fan events, went to the New Moon premier in Los Angeles, and make montages of Grey’s. And while it’s unlikely that I’ll ever go that far, I could never discredit or mock those girls for being passionate about something they love.

So the next time you’re working hard at hating American Idol, soap operas, Nicholas Sparks, fan fiction, Star Wars, WoW, Lady Gaga, or High School Musical….remember, it’s all for fun and life is too short to stop the fun.

PS……

Grey’s turned out way better than I thought it would for Cristina and Owen last night! I hate that a love triangle is coming, but at least this episode made me pretty happy:

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Sep 07 2009: A Spree

Sep 7, 2009 by

It was a Labor Day I’m sure to never forget. First the bad good memorable news. Brian came over today so we could fill out our divorce paperwork. It was a pretty harmless visit for the most part, and the task wasn’t too challenging. We had nothing together. It did cross my mind that I should make him responsible for the debt I incurred for when he was laid off from his job and from the wedding. I only entertained that thought for a moment.

After divorce-o-rama, I scored 87,000 points on Bejeweled, which was awesome. Then I went to pick up my sister to see The Time Traveler’s Wife. I had read the book back in 2005/6, and it’s been stuck in my memory ever since. I didn’t overly enjoy the book, and at times struggled to get through it. But I like the concept and the story a lot. So once again in my life, I enjoyed the movie a lot more than the book. I think I’m the only person that happens to. My sister sobbed through the whole thing, but I knew what was coming and so I held back pretty well. As a result of holding back my tears, I got a massive headache though.

After the movie we went to the mall, and that leads to today’s picture. I have been saving up and planning on getting a whole bunch of new clothes. I haven’t bought clothes all year, and so I was definitely due. In fact, I don’t remember the last time I bought so much. It definitely turned into a shopping spree and I went with it. I got plenty of clothes for my trip to London that will also be great for work.

Lots of blacks and greys, and a few bits of color.

Lots of blacks and greys, and a few bits of color.

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Aug 23 2009: Pride and Prejudice

Aug 23, 2009 by

I didn’t get a picture today, and on purpose. There wasn’t anything for me to really photograph that would mean as much as the picture below. I finished reading Pride and Prejudice this morning, and then watched the 2005 movie adaptation for the millionth time. Jane Austen is so incredible at capturing characters. She’s a true inspiration. After reading this, I also finished reading Living Dead in Dallas, which is a Sookie Stackhouse novel. It probably wasn’t the best idea to follow up Jane Austen with writing that I feel like is sub-par anyway, but overall I liked the book quite a bit. I love the on screen adaptation of True Blood so much better, but it was nice nonetheless.

My favorite scene from the 2005 adaptation. Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy at dawn.

My favorite scene from the 2005 adaptation. Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy at dawn.

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Aug 22 2009: Laundry Goddess

Aug 22, 2009 by

My plans on Saturday fell through, and so I ended up just sticking around home, which turned out to be splendid. I did laundry all day, like 13 loads of it. Everything that could be put in a washing machine was washed, except for my clean clothes, which there weren’t too many of. I also barely watched TV and read Pride and Prejudice all day long. I can always feel autumn coming because the crazy summer session ends and I’m free to get my life organized and not be so busy with work. Feels great!

Skirts and pants and shirts and shorts.

Skirts and pants and shirts and shorts.

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A Steamy Friday Freebie

Aug 19, 2009 by

My friend Nancy, who goes by the pen name E. Jamie, has a freebie Friday contest on Twitter where she awards a lucky winner one of her shorts or novellas. Last Friday night I won the contest and got to read her short story, Forbidden, which was some of the hottest 10 pages I’ve ever read. She’s an erotic writer, so her tales are super steamy, but it’s never just about sex. There’s always an incredible love story pulling it all together. So if you want to try and win your own free copy, follow @nancy777ca, and answer her trivia question on Friday nights to be entered in the drawing.

You can learn more about E. Jamie at www.ejamie.net.

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