Best of 09: Restaurant Moment
This one was hard for me to come up with. I definitely ate some great meals out, especially while on vacation. But I think one of the best restaurant moments I had this year was when I went to Asian Fusion with Brian back in July. It was one the last times we were really happy together, and sort of carefree. He had started to date his fiancee then, but it wasn’t too serious. Don’t get me wrong, I am okay with what is happening between us and that our marriage is only going to last a couple more weeks before the divorce is final, but for that one meal, everything was fine between us and there was the slightest feeling that everything was going to be fine and that we maybe still had a future. But today, it is much more black and white. We will not be getting back together. He’s moved on completely and in every way. He’s become a different man and is going to have a family. He’s doing all the things that I had hoped we could do together, but it apparently never felt right to him and not right to me either, honestly. He couldn’t be the man I needed him to be, and apparently I couldn’t be the woman he needed me to be either.
But for that one last meal, we were able to get lost in the moment and feel happy with each other. I’m glad our last one on one meal was like that. Thankfully, for me, I was camera happy back then and took pictures to remember the occasion.
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