Grey is okay

Apr 17, 2008 by Rochelle

I just finished talking to Brian on the phone and I feel a bit relieved. We had a really pleasant conversation. It’s always wonderful to hear how great you are and how perfect you are from someone, and he dished out plenty of that. But I still felt a bit panicked at it all. So as we talked longer I told him that I am in no rush to get back together and that I need more time. He of course needs more time to grow. I feel relieved right now, because there is no pressure to get back together. I need my space and this place and this time of my life to learn what I really want out of life.

So yeah, I’m feeling like a weight has been lifted. It was such a positive conversation and very sweet.

I wonder what my life has in store for me. Wait, I take that back, I don’t even want to know, I just want to experience it.